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tak tau nak bg tajuk ape....

i have just finish tgk bella up to date, almost 10 series i has catch up in a day....crazy-crazy....

actually at first, i think i really need a sleep....then i feel that i need some entertainment...i need a break....my mood was rather weird past few days....i dont know why...i kept scold ppl...had sleep disturbance...hope i wont end up in psy ward with MDD....haha...mentang2 posting psy....

i rather anxious knowing that i had only 6 weeks left before my FINAL BATTLE....knowing that i have never start to revise....knowing that i have a lot more to learn....knowing that many of the things i dont know....maybe that makes me anxious apart from other things....

i think this song really inspire me....

Hanya di mercu....

Mimpi dan harapan
Cecita yang tinggi menjulang
Tak pernah terluahkan
Hanyalah di hati tersimpan
Terpendam
Keterbatasan diriku menjadi penghalang

Sampai bila aku bertanya sampai bila
Ku harus mencuba
Bila lagi desak hatiku bila lagi
Aku harus berani

Lalu ku bangkit tegak berdiri
Mengatur langkah ku terus mendaki
Cita-citaku
Di mercu

Mimpi dan harapan bagaikan
duri yang mencengkam
Seandainya ku biar cecita dihati tersimpan
Terpendam
Keterbatasan tak wajar menjadi penghalang

Aku mencari kekuatan
Dalam kelemahan
Aku temui kejayaan
Dalam keberanian

adeiz : berusaha menuju ke mercu....matlamat....setelah almost 5 tahun aku gunakan untuk mendaki.....