::--takdir--::

Kunci sesuatu cinta adalah KEJUJURAN....

Segala yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnye.....

Itulah TAKDIR yg telah tercatat dalam perjanjian kite.....

Takdir
by Opick Feat. Melly Goeslaw

Dihempas gelombang dilemparkan angin
Sekisah ku bersedih ku bahagia
Di indah dunia yang berakhir sunyi
Langkah kaki di dalam rencana Nya

Semua berjalan dalam kehendak Nya
Nafas hidup cinta dan segalanya

Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendak Mu Ya Robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya pada Mu Ya Robbi
Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendak Mu Ya Robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya pada Mu Ya Robbi

Bila mungkin ada luka coba tersenyumlah
Bila mungkin tawa coba bersabarlah
Karena air mata tak abadi
Akan hilang dan berganti (hilang kan berganti)

Bila mungkin hidup hampa dirasa
Mungkinkan hati rindukan Dia
Karena hanya dengan Nya hati tenang
Damai jiwa dan raga

Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendak Mu Ya Robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya pada Mu Ya Robbi
Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendak Mu Ya Robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya pada Mu Ya Robbi
Hanya pada Mu Ya Robbi

Adeiz : sedapnye lagu ni...susah la kalo cik adeiz da jiwang2 balik nih....(by the way cik adeiz x patah ati or ape2 key...jgn spekulasi...haha~~ dapat idea lepas tgk cite kau laksana bulan last episode beberapa minit lepas.....)

::--SeRaButZ ModE--::

asallammualaikum....

it has been a long time since my last entry....

susah nak meluahkan kata hati....maaf blog....kau dijadikan tempat mengadu...

2 tahun telah berlalu....latihan housemen pun telah tamat....sekarang di fasa2 cuti terakhir....kemudian floating...dan dihantar untuk berkhidmat ke tempat br yg aku masih kabur2...

hkl...tempat yg sukar untuk aku hadapi selepas peristiwa 2007 dulu...dah 3 tahun rupenye...alhamdulillah...aku cekal....dan tak terjatuh lagi...

tiba2...kenangan lama terimbau kembali akibat aku mengemaskini email 2 tahun bersarang....jari begitu ringan membuka folder2 lama....

akhirnye...aku yg parah....dilambung perasaan...


teringat pada....

suka

duka

sedih

tawa

airmata

merajuk

dipujuk

memujuk

peluang kedua

kesetiaan

dan....

akhirnya kesetiaan yg dinoda...

tragedi....


itu la pengalaman cinta aku....

being so romantic person i can be....

being so egoistic....

being so caring....

being so whatever....

closing my eyes for something...opened for another...


ah....to much memories...which is killing me!!!

hopefully it will fade by time....

now im still single...hoping Allah will provides....insyaAllah...


Tak Mungkin Kerna Sayang
by Alyah

Setiba di persimpangan
Langkah kita tak lagi sehaluan
Bermula di saat itu
Tidak senada irama dan lagu

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti

Kau telah jauh, jauh dariku
Tiada ruang di hati buatmu
Namun harusku akui
Ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali

Sekali sekala ada
Ada rindu yang datang tiba-tiba
Tak mungkin kerana sayang
Cuma terganggu oleh perasaan

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti

adeiz : tak tahu la sape yg tau blog ni (dah lupe, hehe)....dan sape yg masih mengikuti...

adeiz : terlihat watak zulhuzaimy dalam kau laksana bulan...kenape wataknye same ek...muka pun iras2....aduh...

::--go and....--::

"go and find yourself a husband"

....i was still at surgical ward at 1.30pm on saturday post call....then one of my collegue said that to me....

klakar gile...maybe bcause i has no comitment i can do my job at almost of my 90% strenght and time....

adeiz : workaholic?....nope.....trying to be responsible

::--medicine vs surgery--::

medicine is too much of work.....sesuai for me yg single.....in surgery....a bit relaks.....so, so much empty space that i need to fill in....rasa kosong di surgery....di medical kerja x ingat dunia sampai loose weight....jgn la gain balik kat surgery.....baru je start surgery....so byk lagi perlu lalui before dpt comment....

adeiz : ??? blurr.....sepi........

::--congratulation--::

baru je balik dari kenduri rumah izni and sidqi....

TAHNIAH

iZNi iZZAti & SidQi

::--my convo--::

20th October 2008

Late entry again

*under construction*

::--my 24th--::

26th October 2008
Late Entry

tak la happening sangat, coz kena oncall on 25th....so that night all calls, all msg are not returned back asap...sory guys....

actually dah arrange not to oncall, tapi terpaksa gak ganti org lain....so my first eod is on my birthday.....

at night makan kat kak long paradise....nice2....abah, mak, idat, k.wa, angah, mak ton n family sumer ada....idat blanje kek...nyum2.....

ok la jugak akhirnye.....few days before that i was very upset until i cry....knowing have to call on my birthday.....

Adeiz : Happy birthday to whom i share my birthday with........

::--fever--::

last thursday pergi night market, masa tu hujan...tapi ngade gak nak gi....so kebasahan la...sebab payung yg sesuai xde....hehe...

balik tu memula janji nak terus mandi, tapi xjadi...makan dulu....sampai ke mlm br la mandi...

then mlm tu dpt call dr unknown number....the caller turns out to be one i knew....still can remember the voice, the way the caller talks. the conversation was short...to settle out some unfinished business...

i cant sleep that night, until the sun rose....

nearly 8 month, trying to 4get....i did achieve some...but not totally....im out of the adjustment state....6 month is enough for adjustment(psychiatrist to be? hehe)....

friday im starting to have fever and very bad migraine.....the caller calls me again coz i dont setlle up what i've promise night b4....today...the tone was normal....not egoistic like the night b4...

saturday...im suppose to be at izni's house for her engagement...but im sorry izni...cant make it....having bad fever....migraine...sneezing all the way.....

anyway

congratulation to iZNi iZZATi for her ENGAGEMENT with SiDQi


to that person who called me...alhamdulillah....no anger between us....i cant hope for more....

adeiz : jamie...i've forgive that person...u agree?...is that what i should do?

::--roborovskii--::

tanggal 06/06/08....satu drpd hamster(yg jantan) telah meninggal dunia....dia kelihatan sakit....beberapa hari sebelum tu....tachypnoe....bulu tak terurus....

aku tak sempat menimang cucu.... =(

setahun, sebulan n 4 hari....memori bersama nye....

adeiz : sedih, abah dah tanam pada hari yg sama sehari b4 berangkat g jb

::--married--::

jalan-jalan cari org kawen...tahniah ye kawan2...



1. sara n along, 31 may 2008, chaah, segamat








2. rosma n psgn, 31 may 2008, ampang, kl.....sory tak dpt dtg...


3. sari n naim, 1 jun 2008, nibong tebal, penang.








4. nadirah n psgn, 7 jun 2008, skudai, jb







adeiz : sonok keliling mesia